Tell Me I’m Beautiful

Tell me I’m precious like the expensive jewelry you always tend to keep safe. Tell me you love me so that I don’t have to wonder where your heart truly lies. Tell me you need me so I feel like I belong instead of unwanted. Tell me you’ll be there even on my darkest days because I get depressed a lot and need a friendly face. Tell me you understand that I need time during those days instead of saying that you don’t care. Tell me I’m beautiful so I can see the beauty in me.


I’m here

I'm sorry I've been gone for so long. My husband decided to start his own business, will 2 to be exact a home improvement company and an electric. Being the "supportive" person I am, I have been tagging along with him to help him out. I haven't gotten electrocuted so that is a plus but I have gotten a few scrapes here and there. Honestly, it was a lot of fun spending those days with him as he worked. 

No Longer

From your soft hands and soft lips to every thought we shared, my heart belonged to you. You made me laugh, you made me cry but now it is over. There is no longer an us and a tiny feeling in me is happy about that.

Why did you go?

Why did you have to leave me here with them, when you knew you were the one who kept us together? Why did you go and leave me here by myself, with no one who understands me? Why did you die?


There are times we lose ourselves in the process of trying to fit in and please everyone. There are times we lose ourselves when we try to change who we truly are.  Then there are times when we lose ourselves just because we do not know who we are. Lost in a world where everyone is mainly focused on themselves, only a few are willing to lend you a hand on your journey. But sometimes even those that we think are genuine, are leeches behind screens, sucking you dry as you move along.


Ever had that one guy or girl that you just cannot get over? You sit and watch them move on, love again, find a new partner and be happy, while you are there sitting, watching and hurting.